Tuesday, April 20, 2010

MLWF Day 7

This is the seventh day in my life without food.

One week. It's been almost a full week since I started this journey. Today is the day I get weighed and sit through another class for fat people. Funny thing is we all know how to get fat, we all just need help getting to the thinner side of ourselves. Why is life so complicated?

I better have good news on that scale, damn it. I KNOW IT'S JUST A NUMBER but that was also a just bag of chips I didn't eat this week or just a glass of wine that I didn't drink, it really is all relative. What the scale says has always been important to me, sometimes I pay attention to the number and sometimes I don't. And that is why I am where I am today.

If I could change one thing in my life it would be how I deal with stress or stressful situations. Why can't I be one of those people who can't eat when they are upset? Well I'm not. I got what I got and once again I am paying for it. The price does seem to be going up as I get older, but what else is new.

I am beginning to feel like I have more energy and I think I am sleeping better, all good signs. Now let's so see what that number is...

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