This is the fourth day in my life without food, this time.
WOW, my fat class teacher was right. It is much harder to go back on the fast once you've tasted the flavors of Mexico, Italy, Memphis and the CA Wine Country (among others). I am truly taking this one day at a time but damn I'm hungry!
I am very fortunate however, I have the support of my husband, friends and family which is good so everyone will understand my mood swings and over all crankiness! Sudden bursts of give me a pork chop DAMN IT are understood and we just laugh about them, I mean what else you are going to do.
It would be so helpful if I were one of those people who didn't even think about food. But NO, I think about food all the time, especially when I can't have it. Sometimes it is a little depressing to have the same thoughts about food at 52 as I did when I was 18, but I was raised on good food and when I say good food I don't mean healthy.
I've never been good at self control (just ask my husband) and apparently it's not something you can learn in life, at least not for me. I know what and what not to eat but that doesn't stop me. It's a struggle, but that's just life, if we knew everything we wouldn't be able to say "you learn something new everyday" and I am still learning.
Stay tuned for more food drama!
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