This is the sixty sixth day in my life without food.
Usually when my husband is out of town I take the opportunity to eat the things he doesn't like to eat or eat the things I don't want him to know I eat...you know KFC and such. Times have changed, none of that foolery has been going on this week. Not that I haven't thought about it. Now I'm too far "in" to make a drastically wrong turns that I am sure to regret on the scale next week. Damn it!
I am really getting tired of eating the same thing every day but I operate better when I have strict "rules" to follow. Measured meals work better for someone who is portion control challenged. Why go for seconds when you can save time by getting all the food up front, oh yeah, that's how I got fat.
One more night eating dinner alone, I think I'll make it but if not tomorrow is another day. I've stopped beating myself up about food, it is what it is and I know what to do should I suffer from over fork usage, lie! Not really, I'm doing the best I can and it's working, I can't ask for anything better than that.
As I follow this journey you have undertaken, I am taken by the frank way you speak to the difficulty of the task. Life changes and behavior modifications ARE NOT EASY. Just keep doing your best and giving yourself a chance.
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